"Soul"

I need someone to talk to,
Yet, I don't even know how to,
I want to rip my heart out,
I don't know what I'm sad about,
I want to throw myself to the floor,
But I can not, my soul I adore,
Yet, it cries, it breaks,
And with each word I can't speak it aches,
I don't want to complain,
I don't want to cause pain,
My intent is not to burden nor bother,
I just can't speak I can't whisper,
I can't tell you,
This is killing me, what I'm going through,
Every word I say is true,
If I could speak it I'd show you,
I know what I am, I know who,
Yet, I can't unlock I don't know how to,
Don't say I haven't tried,
I opened wide, it hurt so much I cried,
I'm scared nothing is working,
Breathes deep.......silently screaming.

©2008 Jessica Fike